LOLITA

LOLITA


She clutched the teddy bear tightly to her stomach and stared focused at red stain on the bench across of her. The leather texture of the bear felt smooth and soft under her fingers, so unlike her own satin clothing.

She glanced at the black laced skirt she wore. Under them she had black socks which stopped just a bit over her knee. Perhaps she should have worn the fishnet stockings instead? And of course she had her favorite high-heeled black shoes on with the small roses sewn on top.

She was disturbed out of her thoughts by a male voice in front of her.

"Hello there, I just wanted to say that you look very sexy!"

She glanced up at the speaker; black eye-lined eyes standing contrasting out from the sparsely made up face. She blinked and her mouth fell slightly open as a shocked and upset look crossed her face.

The boy suddenly sat down next too her, too close since he was sitting partly on her lace skirt and a white ribbon. "Would you like to go out with me?" the guy asked brusque.

"I-No! Don't bother me!" she quickly answered, appalled at how he was behaving towards her.

The grin on his face disappeared slowly and he raised a brow. "Why act so surprised? Surely you know that dressing like that would give you attention like this?"

"I don't mean to look 'sexy'! And wanting to date me because of my clothes is disgusting!"

The guy suddenly stood up, accidentically ripping the white ribbon from her skirt as it had caught up on one of his jacket's buttons. He plucked the ribbon off the button and dropped it carelessly on her lap; it landed on the bear's head, covering one of his dark, beady eyes.

"Well, I think trying to pretend you're a kid is disgusting! I don't even know why I spoke to you anyway!" he spat out as he turned around and walked away.

She looked down at the ribbon and picked it up from the bear's head. Carefully she rolled it up and put in one of her hidden pockets. After doing so she glanced up, only to find several gazes on her. A few looked disapproving, others leering, some just curious. But as soon as she met their gazes, they looked away from her.

She sighed and started to stare at the red stain again; hoping the train ride would be over quickly.